Urge to Confess

Writers explore it.  Psychologists study it.  Prosecutors lean on it.  And preachers encourage it.  We all acknowledge it is real.  While the consensus of mental health professionals is that it is a form of compulsive behavior, surely the ‘urge to confess’ is much more than that. 

Unless you are a nihilist, you must acknowledge that guilt and shame are real, that they are more than cultural conditioning.  After all, guilt is universally observed and universally experienced.  And we all seem to intuitively know that confession is the first step in unloading its crippling burden. 

The Biblical word we translate ‘confession’ literally means to ‘agree with.’  Relief from guilt begins with ‘agreement’ that we have done what is wrong or failed to do what is right.  And that in doing or failing to do, we have wronged both God and man and must seek forgiveness.   But forgiveness requires more than a sinner’s agreement that he has sinned. More than mere repentance.  For if God is unwilling to forgive, our confession provides no relief from our crushing guilt or shame.  In fact, it only aggravates it.

While there is some mild release from getting things off our chest.  Such confession is cold comfort in the face of all the heavy temporal and eternal consequences each sin unleashes.  Another confession is needed.  A confession of faith.  A confession that rests completely upon the person and work of Christ as the only and sufficient savior of sinners. That is the urge to confess that makes the difference and unties the knots our sin has securely fastened.

The Bible tells us that if we “confess with our mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in our hearts that God raised him from the dead we will be saved.”   But this confession is more than “magic words.”  It is no mere orthodox mantra conjuring a spiritual forcefield to shelter us from the righteous judgement of a Holy God.  Faithful confession flows from a Spirit-enabled ability to embrace the person and work of Jesus Christ as he is freely offered to us in the gospel.  Not as we imagine or desire that he might be.

The ‘Elephant in the room’ of Mark’s gospel is the question, “Who is Jesus?”  Is he a mere prophet? A reincarnation of John the Baptist?  A returning Elijah?  Or a new Moses?  Or is he a demon-possessed, anti-establishment rabble-rouser?  A political rebel?  Just who is he?  Until halfway through the gospel, only demons seem to know. 

The most religious of men are insensible.  The crowds more and more inflamed.  While the disciples are becoming dull and duller.  But apart from the effective working of the Holy Spirit, we are all equally incapable of understanding the person and work of Jesus, freely offered to us.

In Mark 8, following the progressive healing of a blind man, Jesus leads his spiritually blinded disciples to Caesarea Philippi and to spiritual clarity.  He asks.

And on the way he asked his disciples, “Who do people say that I am?” And they told him, “John the Baptist; and others say, Elijah; and others, one of the prophets.” And he asked them, “But who do you say that I am?” Peter answered him, “You are the Christ.” –Mark 8:27-30

The language of Jesus’ second question is emphatic and direct.  “But you, who am I to you?”   The disciples are beginning to understand, but like the blind man, they need a further revealing touch from their Master to understand fully who he is and who he is calling them to be.  How do you answer Jesus’ question?  For his question is no less for us than for the crowds of Caesarea Philippi.  Is he the Jesus of our imagination or our felt need?  Or is he the Jesus freely offered to us in the gospel?

Join us as we examine Mark 8:27-9:1 and consider what it means to us and for us that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of the Living God. We meet Sundays at 10:30 am on the square in Pottsville, Arkansas right next to historic Potts’ Inn for worship.  Get directions here or contact us for more info.  Or join our livestream on YouTube

Eye Exam

Chronic headaches? Tired, bloodshot eyes?  Increasing light-sensitivity?  Floaters?  Hazy vision?  Difficulty reading or focusing? It’s time for a comprehensive eye exam.  Yes, there will be the traditional eye charts to measure visual acuity and assess near or farsightedness.  Flashing lights, right and left, test peripheral vision and the reaction of your pupils.  While various “viewfinders” are used to assess color blindness and depth perception.

But there is much more.  Retinal cameras and slit lamp biomicroscopes allow your optometrist to evaluate the basic structural and functional integrity of your eyes.  The tonometer, which we call the “puffer,” measures eye pressures to assess for glaucoma.  And for those who need corrective lenses, the phoropter with its multitudinous knobs and lenses allows the optometrist to hone in on a correct prescription while you imagine you are manning the periscope of a submarine.

Routine eye exams are important, because a loss of vision complicates common activities and creates significant challenges in doing the things that are important to us.  Worsening vision is frustrating and often a source of significant grief.  But for many, treatment may reverse or mitigate vision loss.  While for others, advancing technologies offer new means of help.

But what if our vision loss is spiritual?  Loss of our physical sense of sight is worrisome, but how many of us are concerned about the condition of our spiritual vision?  Are we as anxious about hardening hearts, struggling faith, or spiritual apathy as we are about weakening eyesight?  How careful are we to examine the condition of our souls, of our faith, of our growth or regression in the grace and knowledge of the Lord Jesus Christ?  And if our spiritual vision is failing, what can be done?

In Mark 8 Jesus concludes his Galilean ministry and sets his face to go to Jerusalem, to betrayal, to rejection, to the cross, to death, and to resurrection.   As Mark’s narrative progresses Jesus’ popularity has increased, but his disciple’s faith has increasingly struggled.  Sandwiched between the healings of a deaf man and a blind man, in the final of the “boat narratives,” Jesus confronts the disciples with their spiritual blindness and deafness in a series of pointed rhetorical questions. 

Do you not yet perceive or understand? Are your hearts hardened? Having eyes do you not see, and having ears do you not hear? And do you not remember? …Do you not yet understand? – Mark 8:17-18

As the boat moors at Bethsaida, Jesus puts an exclamation point on his rebuke, as he progressively heals a blind man.  In one of the most unusual healings in the gospels, Jesus shows his disciples and us a gracious picture of the importance of examining ourselves for spiritual blindness and seeking treatment from Christ alone.

Join us as we examine Mark 8:22-26 and consider Jesus’ unusual healing of the blind man and what it teaches us about our concern for spiritual growth. We meet Sundays at 10:30 am on the square in Pottsville, Arkansas right next to historic Potts’ Inn for worship.  Get directions here or contact us for more info.  Or join our livestream on YouTube

05/04/2025 | “Yet So Dull?” | Mark 8:1-21

How sharp are you? Has life taken off the edge? Has your faith dulled? Faith is a gift, but without intentionality, discipline and Christian community faith may dull.  Join us as we examine Mark 8 and consider Jesus’ warning about the causes, consequences and cure for dull faith.  

Yet So Dull?

Happy Wife, Happy Life!  Isn’t that what they say?  Sounds straightforward, right?  But is it?  Of course, we all want to love our wives as Christ loves the church.  But that comes at the expense of some of our notable tendencies.  It means we must realize that conversation requires both our mental and verbal participation.  It means we must stop actually “thinking about nothing.” Or as one friend called it, “thinking about the empty box.”  And as one dear saint once chided, “A good husband keeps his wife’s knives sharp!”  I thought it was a metaphor.  But no, she meant the kitchen knives.

And it is no small feat to keep a good, sharp edge on a knife.  Every stroke has a dulling effect.  Both sharp knives and sharp lives require vigilance, intentionality, and skill.  As knives and lives age, both feel the effects of a growing dullness.  The mental and physical edge, effortless in our youth, requires concerted effort as we age.   We join a gym, we get serious about eating the right things, we work crossword and sudoku puzzles, we develop rituals and build memory palaces to help us recall things that should be familiar and important.

What is true of our knives and our lives is no less true of our faith.  Of course, we understand that faith is a gift.  The effectual calling of the Holy Spirit imparts faith to men incapable of grasping spiritual truths or coming to faith through unaided reason or experience.  And yet the Bible speaks often of a growing faith. And warns us against allowing our faith to become dull.  

While reason and experience can never produce faith, they are important channels for the means of grace used by the Holy Spirit to give and grow our faith.  Which is why we are exhorted to be disciples – followers who are disciplined in the “diligent use of all the outward means whereby Christ communicates to us the benefits of redemption.”  We are told that faith comes by hearing the word of Christ.  That we are to study to show ourselves approved, rightly dividing the word of truth.  We are counseled in anxiety to go to the Lord in prayer and supplication with thanksgiving.  Faith is given and grown as a gift, but are called and enabled to be active receivers, guarding, contending for, and growing in our faith.

Is your faith dull?  Have the strokes of life taken the edge off?  Have you become complacent, callous, enfeebled in your faith?  Without spiritual care, without intentionality, without spiritual discipline our faith can become dull.   As the Gospel of Mark unfolds, Jesus wraps up his Galilean ministry and prepares to move toward Jerusalem and the cross.  At the same time the faith of the disciples grows increasingly dull.  The men who spent three years with Jesus, who heard with their ears, saw with their eyes, and touched with their hands the incarnate God struggled with spiritual dullness.  If this was true for them, how much more of a danger is it for us?

Join us as we examine Mark 8:1-21 and consider the dullness of the disciples’ response to Jesus’ warning to be vigilant against the chilling effects of religious formalism and worldliness.  But the warning was not for the Twelve alone.  For we too are warned about the causes, consequences, and cure for a dull faith.

We meet Sundays at 10:30 am on the square in Pottsville, Arkansas right next to historic Potts’ Inn for worship.  Get directions here or contact us for more info.  Or join our livestream on YouTube

04/27/2025 | “A New Normal” | Luke 24:36-53

After Jesus’ Resurrection, his disciples faced a new normal. For 40 days, Jesus comforts their fears, commissions them give the world the gospel, and promises His presence through the Holy Spirit. The end of the gospel story is only the beginning.  Join us as we examine the “end of the beginning” from Luke 24 and consider the new normal for followers of Jesus Christ. 

04/20/2025 | “Not Here” | Luke 24:1-12

What is your response to the Resurrection?  For those who encountered an empty tomb and a Risen Christ, the Resurrection changed everything.   Has it changed everything for you?  Has it changed anything in you?  Join us as we examine Luke 24:1-12 and consider the significance of the Resurrection of Jesus. 

A New Normal

Every crisis leaves its marks.  Some marks appear as scars, testifying to pain, but also endurance.   While other marks take the shape of new or renewed resolve to do things differently.   While none of us welcomes a crisis, crises move us forward in many ways — technologically, relationally, and spiritually.   The early Church Father, Augustine, once noted that theology is developed most clearly in response to heresy than in the absence of it.  Paul points out the same thing in 1 Corinthians 11:18-19

For, in the first place, when you come together as a church, I hear that there are divisions among you. And I believe it in part, for there must be factions among you in order that those who are genuine among you may be recognized.

What marks will your crisis leave?  Only scars?  Or with the scars, new resolve – a new normal.  We have used that phrase “the new normal” a lot over the past few years.  We want to get back to the way things were before Wuhan and Covid.  But can we?  The pandemic cast a long shadow from government mandated vaccinations to the long-lasting effects of “long-Covid.”  Can we ever really go back?  Should we?  

The controversial mayor of Chicago, Rahm Emanuel, once quipped, “Never let a crisis go to waste.”  He was paraphrasing from Saul Alinsky, who recycled his own ideas on political activism from the likes of Marx and Machiavelli.   Yet, despite Alinsky’s dangerous perspectives, the truth of his sentiment regarding a crisis is important.  How will we respond?  Will the crisis only wound?  Or will it strengthen as well?  John Calvin taught that our spiritual response to crisis is not to ask “why” but “what for?”  

As we encounter the Lord’s disciples at the end of Luke, we find them facing a radically new normal.  Jesus, their master and teacher, has finished His redemptive work.   As He is preparing to return to the Father, He prepares them to pick up where He left off.  Following His resurrection, Jesus appeared to His disciples over forty days.  He spoke about the kingdom of God.  He opened their minds to understand the Scriptures. And charged them to evangelize and disciple all nations.  He prepares them for a new normal.

As Jesus meets the disciples on the first Easter night, he comforts their fears, calls them to take their part in the story of redemption, and promises them His ongoing presence in a radically new and powerful way.   The end of the gospel is only the end of the beginning.  As Luke continues the story in Acts, he writes 

In the first book, O Theophilus, I have dealt with all that Jesus began to do and teach, until the day when he was taken up, after he had given commands through the Holy Spirit to the apostles whom he had chosen. -Acts 1:1-2

This is the new normal.   But it is our new normal as well.  Just as Jesus comforted the fears of his disciples, called them to step up and step out, and promises His presence in a radically new and powerful way, so He does to us.  These things were written for our instruction and encouragement.   Their new normal is the best prescription for our own new normal – looking to Christ for comfort, following Christ’s call, and relying on Christ’s presence through the Holy Spirit.  

How will you move forward?  What will you abandon? And what will you recover?  What marks will the crisis leave?  Only scars?  Or with the scars, new resolve – a new normal.   Join us this Lord’s Day as we examine the “end of the beginning” from Luke 24 and consider the new normal for followers of Jesus Christ. 

We meet Sundays at 10:30 am on the square in Pottsville, Arkansas right next to historic Potts’ Inn for worship.  Get directions here or contact us for more info.  Or join our livestream on YouTube

Not Here

The topography of grief is vast and varied.   Your grief may bear a resemblance to the grief of others, but it is only a resemblance.  Each grief is uniquely its owners.  It is intense and personal, never what you think it will be.   It takes turns you did not expect.  When it seems gone, it reemerges without warning.   Sights, sounds, and smells open its locked doors.  And like Frodo Baggins’ ancient wound, grief is inflamed by days of remembrance.  As Gandalf sagely observed, “Alas [Frodo]! there are some wounds that cannot be wholly cured.”  

We reach for the phone.  Or we enter a room with the forgetfulness that he is “not here.”    We see a beautiful vista or recall a shared moment and ache to share it.   But she is “not here.”   The one who has always been there is “not here.”   Death is surreal.  We think we know how we will respond, but it is nothing like the caricatured response of our stories.  

I remember well the wee hours of March 8, 1984.   The phone rang.  It was the hospital.  Without explanation, we were told to come.   We drove in silence.  What was happening?  At 18, I was not sure what was happening.   I had seen her just the day before.  She had had a good day.  She was alert and we talked.  She told me how much she loved me and how proud she was of me.  She seemed so much — better.   Why had they called so early to come?  

We entered silently into her silent room.  Everything was silent.  Nurses were gathered, but no one spoke.  Gone were the IVs, the oxygen.  There was no humming of medical machinery.   There was a radiant peace on her face.   She looked so peaceful.  Gone were the grimaces of pain.  Gone was the struggle to breathe.  I knew, but I did not know, what was happening.  My mind raced.  Was she better?  Had something remarkable happened?  Yet, she was “not here.”  The hole that had just opened in the fabric of my life seemed so vast as if it would swallow me.   She was gone.  She was not here.

Our reaction to grief is never what we anticipate.   Imagine for a moment those women who went to the tomb so early on the First Day of the Week.   They had stayed at the foot of the cross until the bitterest of bitter ends.   Their beloved teacher, master and friend, their Lord, was “not here.”   In one last act of love and devotion, they go in the wee hours, in the darkness before dawn to the tomb to care for the body of the one who had cared for them.   

Their minds turned to questions.  How would they roll away the stone?  As they drew near, they were met with an unexpected scene.   Imagine how their minds raced.  Luke says they were “perplexed.” The stone was not just rolled away, but cast aside.  The tomb was empty.  He was gone – not just in the way of grief – but really gone!   Who would do such a thing?  Who would intrude on their grief like this?  Holy Messengers appear with a shocking explanation and mild rebuke.  

“Why do you seek the living among the dead? He is not here, but has risen. Remember how he told you, while he was still in Galilee, that the Son of Man must be delivered into the hands of sinful men and be crucified and on the third day rise.”

He is not here?  What does this mean?  How can this be?  His death had changed everything in their lives, but now He is “not here.”  From our vantage point, we may be surprised at the conflicted responses of the women and the disciples to the resurrection of Jesus.  The women flee from the tomb with fear and joy.  The disciples receive the reports of the women with skepticism, then meet to the risen Christ, himself, with worship but doubt.   As one commenter wryly noted, “the apostles were not men poised on the brink of belief… they were utterly skeptical.”   How could they have been so blind?  We might be tempted to say, “how foolish [they were] and slow to believe.”

But what about you?  What is your response to the Resurrection?  For the men and women who encountered an empty tomb and a Risen Christ, the Resurrection changed everything.   Has it changed everything for you?  Has it given hope in grief?  Joy in sorrow?  Faith in fear?  Have you met the Risen Christ, the Living One, who has defeated the last enemy, Death, and holds the keys to death and the grave?  

Is your life defined by the “not here” of death, or the “not here” of the Resurrection?  For believers the question is not, ‘is there evidence for you to believe the Resurrection,’ but ‘is there evidence of your belief in the Resurrection?’  This testimony is the only evidence for the Resurrection most will consider.  Join us this Lord’s Day as we examine Luke 24:1-12 and consider the significance the Resurrection of Jesus. 

We meet Sundays at 10:30 am on the square in Pottsville, Arkansas right next to historic Potts’ Inn for worship.  Get directions here or contact us for more info.  Or join our livestream on YouTube

2025 Good Friday Gathering

Join us for a Good Friday Gathering of Songs and Readings, Friday April 18, 2025 at 6:00 pm on the grounds of the Pottsville Associate Reformed Presbyterian Church.   We will gather outside around the bonfire for food, fellowship, and a time of songs and readings to observe Good Friday. Bring your favorite Mediterranean finger food or dessert. Click here to get the Readings and Hymns. We look forward to seeing you.

04/13/2025 | “Behold Your King!” | Luke 23:26-56

Luke’s gospel gives scarcely any details about the crucifixion but focuses on the reactions of those Jesus encountered on his Via Dolorosa.   He was met with pity, mockery and bitter anger, but also remarkable and unexpected faith. What is your response to the cross?  Does it evoke pity, mockery, or despair?  Or does it call you to repentance, faith, and hope? Join us this Lord’s Day as we examine Luke 23:26-56 and consider the Kingship of Christ, powerfully declared, brazenly rejected and savingly believed.